A halo opposite the sun

And though I stare into the sun and my eyes become blinded and closed, still I see the light.

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

So I was recently fooling around with my dream formula and I added another item. This new item happens to have an interaction with one of my previous supplements used for other purposes. The night before last I had the most vivid dreaming of my life. I was busy throughout the day and did not have time to record them, however, later that evening there was still enough recall for me to put down a bit about two of them. Here they are:

There were two guys and I walking around in a dark, tropical like location. The only lights were some dim lamp posts surrounding a large pool and some dim lights in the bottom of the pool. Each of the three people started the dream with an ecstasy pill in our mouths but we didn't know what it was. Somehow we found out and we all spat them out on the ground. The the other two started chasing me; I don't recall whether we had ever been on good terms to begin with. As they chased me, I dove into the pool and they followed suit. I swam as quickly as I could in the water but they were gaining ground. I managed to get out just before they had a chance to grab me. As their arms reached from under the water, I watched as their limbs turned to liquid water and fell back into the pool and reformed under the water. They thrashed about like demons trying to escape from the pool to capture me, but any time a part of them came out of the water it turned to water and fell back. As I watched them, rather than be glad and run, I suddenly came to the awareness that these were other people that really did not differ from me all that much yet for some reason I had been permitted to escape the pool and they had not. I just stood watching them and trying to understand my fortune as the dream ended.

In the other dream, there was a group of people and I standing in a dark and empty square shaped room. We were all wearing animal-monster masks that looked like a mesh screen with several black horns coming across our face like ram horns often obscuring our view. The point of whatever game or task we were involved in was to find a sex partner somewhere out in this dark building in one of the many rooms. The sex would be anonymous due to the masks on our faces. I split from the group and walked off talking to a girl from my group whom I had romantic feelings toward. The first stop we made was to a room that was brightly lit and had many square blocks serving as tables with stacks of papers on them. Each block was for one class and the papers were tests for the students to get back. The girl went to find her block and I found mine. I saw that I had received a 54 out of 65 on mine and I was mad about this. I looked across the room to see that the girl seemed pleased with her grade. From this point in the dream, we no longer could walk on the ground, but simply slid along it like ice, but falling or slipping was not a problem. The girl and I went back out into the dark hallway and continued to talk. As we talked, I asked her if there was any chance that she would ever like me romantically even if not that night. Without directly telling me no, she made her answer clear. When we parted in the next room, I left without her and went into a dark, empty hallway, threw my mask on the ground and walked out.

I took the revised formula again last night but had a little interruption during the night which prevented my being able to have and recall many dreams. I was in a dream of standing against a building in a futuristic London. All of the buildings had a sleek, black appearance but no variation in any of the architecture. Just all of these great black monoliths of buildings with lights coming out of their windows. We were in the middle of a bombing raid like the great bombings of London in World War II.

I did not get a chance to see what happened in that dream because I awoke to feel a squirming mass around my abdomen. I felt across the top of my cover and felt the mass under the blanked and shuffled it to the floor. I was tempted to disregard it, but instead got up and turned the light on to figure out what it was. It turns out that one of my hamsters who is a little escape artist had finally discovered that he could open the doors on his large cage by himself. He has long been able to open the door on the small cage necessitating a brick in place to block that door. Strangely, the door he opened on the big cage was the top door of 3 which he would have had to climb and hold on to the bars to open. I'm not sure why he figured that one out before the floor level one, but he did. He was in quite a panic on the floor probably because of being pushed off of the bed and then having a bright light illuminated. I managed to capture him and temporarily secure the cage before putting him and myself back to bed.

Anthelion 4:32 PM